I think you are excusing your own infringements.
You are now trolling ad hominem. Defending ``copyright infringnment is not
stealing'' does not imply that one is guilty of copyright infringment. The
claim ``copyright infringment is not stealing'' does not even imply ``copyright
infringment is not wrong''.
But yes, in general, it does seem that some people who do in fact infringe
experience a cognitive dissonance: the uncomfortable sensation from being
unable to reconcile their self-image as an honest, moral individual against
their actions. Often, the answer to this dilemma is to declare that copying
is not wrong. The reasoning is like this: ``I'm a good person'', and so ``what
I do is good'', and thus ``Copying is something I do, so it's good'', and
``stealing is bad'', and ``good can't be bad'' so ``copying is not stealing''.
It would be much more sane to just admit that it's stealing and then do it
anyway, as an aggressive, unrestrained expression of an impulse to do as one
pleases.
To be immoral is much better than to be immoral /and/ insane.
If you can't handle doing something wrong without bullshitting yourself that
it's actually not wrong in order to overcome your emotional discomfort, then
maybe you're a weakling who is not fit for wrongdoing.
And actually people know this, and use it to bullshit themselves more, in a
continuation of that argument. ``Not only am I a good person who does nothing
wrong, I am a weakling who is not even fit for wrongdoing. So what I'm doing
cannot possibly be wrongdoing. A wrongdoer wouldn't even have these moral
thoughts, only someone good like me. A bad person wouldn't go through
the trouble of thinking deeply like this to prove that their actions are
right.''
Haha.