Werner said:
Ahah, then you really are bad then... Now you
know it. If you are bad when you have no
accountability, then you are bad to the core.
;-)
You don't know how hard it gtets.
what. I am thinking that I can't type anything in a subthread. But I have
been crying, an I am not done, else how could I write?
I cant tell you all ... I don't hate you, even when I say I do. I don't
have any money but I went to the store anyway... and have my wine now....
I wass here a few days ago, and fucking you up, but you know I wasn't.
As much as I love her, her love will wait, while I go out and suck. (it's
not true... I mis her).
I did come back to tell someone to **** off, huh... I came back to
explaiin that I did not mean to hurt someone. \
I am not "copping out"..... I really need this wine, because I have not
lived a day without her. I was going to pick up the phone... isn't that a
scary thing. I am afraid of the phone. I used it once badly. I like it
her because I don't have think about it afterwards.
I would never say this if I....
I dunno. I am afraid. Of course I'm not afraid of you. Someone said I
sabotage myself. I think I like it here because I can't call her on the
phone, ut I assure you, I could have done that after the fact.
I hope you will keep my secret. And kinda hope you wont.